ZekeHanyo

•Cosplay

Many of my half finished works will hopefully be finished soon, along with a giant "friend" for my volunteer hero cosplay character!

•Fitness and Career

I will be studying to become a personal trainer to work alongside my fitness and cosplay goals; I'm mostly uploading through Instagram which you can find mine here: instagram.com/zekeaurionhanyo/

•Personal

I have tried to rid of my life of people I can't trust and honestly, there's VERY few. People don't realize how easy it is to tell that they're being ignored. I'm giving island life here a little while longer, and if nothing changes I will be moving to Alberta in the spring because there won't be anyone or anything keeping me here; so why not start fresh? There are people I love here, dearly, but I don't know what I am to them, or they are moving as well. Life is hard. Choices are harder.

Thanks for listening, cosplay to come!

PS: also bought a new sketch book and pencil set to start drawing again :3

I haz Instagram if any followers wanna watch me :3

ZekeAurionHanyo Instagram

I'm working on my personal fitness goals, headed towards working my next cosplays, which pictures are coming soon! Just needs to snow again...

I will be updating progress on there more, while dA will be for more the professional shoots and finished shots (also be on Instagram)


Cosplay List:

Kirito (SAO Outfit) - Sword Art Online - 100%

Dean Winchester (Colt and Ruby's Knife) - Supernatural - 80% (Working on the colt and knife props)

Gray Full Buster (Normal Cloak/Stripped) - Fairy Tail - 90% (Need more gym time)

Kamina (Caped with Sword) - Gurren Lagann - 25%

Dante Sparda (Young Dante - Devil May Cry 3 - 60% (Need to make Ebony and Ivory props)

Oliver Queen (The Arrow version) - Arrow - 10% (My favorite one!)

Peter Parker (Everyday+Suit) - The Amazing Spider-Man 2/Andrew Garfield - 60%

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Any ideas for cosplays? Comment below!

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♔ If we lived together... ♔

Recently my life has crashed into a burning wreck.

I lost my love of 3 years, just before our 3rd year anniversary...

I sliced my wrists to the point that I was dragged out of my tub by her brother and taken to the hospital.

I am now labeled as having Bipolar 2 Disorder, in short; it is the more depressed and suicidal of the 2 types.

I feel so alone, all the time, I've resorted to drugs to try to feel better, but it never works...

I have had a girl act like she likes me, but that's not what I want, it wont be the same. It can't.

I'm still there for her, I always will try to be, but I know my chances are gone for that.

She's happy with someone else, and I'm glad for that.

Even if he leaves, there's already a very long line waiting.

There is honestly no way to get passed this crippling pain.

I feel

Worthless
Disgusting
Ugly
Used
Tired
Depressed
Angry
Crazy

Alone. Just one of the words I now have carved into my skin and see everyday. Who honestly wants to see them, the better question is who would want to be seen with them anywhere near their person?

I finally have a working gun, ammunition. I'm not scared of dying, but I still try to think that maybe something good will happen. It always transforms into something else much worse though.

My fingers and body are just so heavy, all the time.

I honestly have no idea where this is going, or why you've read this far, but thank you.